miss her miss her miss her miss her.. Damn! This gets better right?
Another damn song. Songs that pop up on you with their meaning suck. Here's today's "now it has meaning to me" song:
Other side of the worldI miss having someone to tell "I Love you"
Shit.
More siiiigh. Feeling a little funky today. Can't decide if it's the clouds outside or the clouds inside. I'm thinking inside. I think I'll focus on work for a bit and try to ignore it.
Music is amazing.
It's incredible how you'll know a song and sing the lyrics, but they don't really mean much to you, then one day BAM! Out of the blue a song blows you away and all of the lyrics ring true.
Last week I desperately wanted to make things work out with Corri. This was the song that hit me:
Somewhere Only We KnowLast night I was writing an email to Corri, and the words started sounding familiar. It turned out this was the song I was writing down:
Never ThereStrange.
At this point, we're over. If she wants to have a relationship with me it's up to her to make it happen. I have a feeling it's not going to happen since she drifted from me in the first place, but who knows? Maybe. In the mean time I'm going to move on.
Duaneo
Siiiigh.
Life is challenging. Dad's liquid $$ has run out. I'm now working with some attorneys that are going to help me file the paperwork to get him on Medi-cal and transfer his assets to me as a part of a life contract. I have been chasing his various insurance policies and bank accounts to portray an accurate picutre of his finances and hopefully be able to keep some of those assets. I'm meeting with a realtor on Tuesday to show his place. That means that I'll have to deal with his stuff. Just thinking about that is distressing. There are only a few things that I really want to keep. The rest I want to find a good home for, or sell for a reasonable price. It all comes down to work. If this works out, I'll have a chunk of cash to invest into my place and my debt. Thinking about what I would like to do with some money is almost as exciting as the process is burdensome. I am definitely looking forward to having business taken care of, medi-cal paying the bills and the care center off of my back. Speaking of which, I should give them a call.
ciao!
Duane
Ok, Sidrah sent me this link, and I have to admit I was shocked by the result. Give it a shot... if you dare.
http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1128466305zzt
Duaneo
